How Has The Past Taught You What You Want Your Future To Look Like?

I am feeling really open about the future. And it’s actually a really nice feeling. I have conversations I need to have and dreams I want to fulfill that this version of me, that will soon become the past, has created. But I have nothing holding me back and that’s something not many people get to say.

As I sit in this period of a blank canvas of my life and start filling it with the designs and colors I choose, I feel grateful. I’m grateful because I don’t have to have all the answers for the future but one thing I know is that every answer I need is inside me and I’m capable of trusting that and finding what I want in my life and exactly who I want to be.

One thing I know is that I want to remain kind and grow in kindness. As I build the woman I am so excited to be proud of, every single thing that I do I want to be done in kindness, presence, self trust, and happiness. Growth and learning deserves to be fun and if you think your happiness is somewhere else it will never be where you are. Be with your happiness and kindness.

I want to soften my heart, be patient, and gentle. And everything else that comes from that will be in alignment with those values. Anything that comes from kindness I am open to and ready for. I want to be intentional with this time and pause to make sure the decisions I am making and the words I am speaking embody kindness. I want to shift from the ease of speaking or acting impulsively to patience and kindness.

Because anything I’ve learned and conditioned myself to do in negativity, hostility, or anger I can learn to do the opposite and grow in love and positivity. I’m ready to shed the parts of me that hold me back in negativity and setbacks and I am ready to feed the kindness and let that grow. I am kind and I want the kindness to win over the weak moments of anger and regression.

My blank slate is ready to be filled with new experiences, new responses, new mindsets, and new emotions. I am choosing how I respond to the world around me. I am choosing to be in my body and be kind to myself so kindness can pour out of me. I am intentional with myself and the positive conditioning and intentionality will serve my higher self.

Whatever is for me I am ready to follow through in kindness, presence, self trust, and happiness. My words will lift up and not tear down. I will remain in my body and heart no matter the feelings that arise.

I will be patient and gentle with others. I will learn and grow into positivity and away from negativity. I am thankful damaging actions make me feel terrible, that means there is an opportunity to change and do something different.

Building myself from the ground up will be beautiful. I am thankful for my past self who taught me how to grow and what to work on and I am thankful for the strength and self control my future self has. I will enjoy this process, savor this process, and live through this process without eagerness to have it figured out. What’s mine will be mine as long as it is kind. All of this count have been discovered without the past, the past is my teacher.